just like sunny days we ignore

jagged little pill

2009-06-13T16:35:00.002+08:00

you live you learn.
you love you learn.

you cry you learn.
you lose you learn.
you bleed you learn.
you scream you learn.

you learn - alanis morissette

i'm a weirdo.

2009-05-16T01:42:00.002+08:00

i don't care if it hurts.
i wanna have control.
i want a perfect body.
i want a perfect soul.
i want you to notice.
when i'm not around.

i'm sick of being tired.
i'm tired of being sick.

.

da ba dee da ba die.

2009-05-09T20:21:00.003+08:00

please stop coming into my dreams
and telling me you love me
and you only want to be with me
and only me
cause in truth its not the truth.
and honestly, it fucking hurts.

yo listen up here's a story
about a little guy
who lives in a blue world
and all day and all night
and everything he sees is just blue
like him inside and outside.
blue his house.
with the blue little window
and a blue corvette
and everything is blue for him

and his self and everyone around

cause he ain't got nobody to listen to.

i'm blue
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.

.

parallax movement.

2009-05-08T00:41:00.000+08:00

just like sunny days that we ignore
because we're dumb and jaded.
and i hope to god i figure out what's wrong.

photosensitive epilepsy.

2009-05-07T00:43:00.000+08:00

photosensitive epilepsy is a form of epilepsy in which seizures are triggered by visual stimuli that forms patterns in time or space such as flashing lights, bold, regular patterns or regular moving patterns.

eg.

he sees a flashing red light on an ambulance.
it's 9.45 pm.
he stares at the light.
he feels a weird sensation or an "aura".
he goes into a seizure.
after a second or two.
he looks at his watch.
it's 10.30 pm.

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floaters.

2009-05-06T22:56:00.002+08:00

Floaters.

Floaters are deposits in the eye's vitreous humour.
Floaters are visible because of the shadow they casts on the retina.
More commonly known as myodesopsia.
They appear like worms, or loose strands in your field of view.
They are transparent.
They tend to follow your movement of the eye.
As though the floaters are "swimming" in your eye.
This is very apparent in old patients or high myopic patients.
High myopic means high-powered short-sighted patients.
Floaters are due to the degeneration of the retina.
When the eyeball elongates, the retina is stretched.
Thus causing the retina to detach in small amounts.
Floaters generally does not cause any harm at all.
Although it might interfere with the field of view.
If floaters are diagnosed, there are no need for concern.
Refer to your optometrist when you see a sudden increase in floaters.
This is very likely to be retinal detachment.
In which the retina "peels away" from the eye.
This could lead to loss of vision.
Or blindness.
It is a medical emergency.

floaters.

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take me away (acoustic).

2009-05-05T13:29:00.002+08:00

Q : what do you call a deer with no eye?

A : No i-dea

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gravity.

2009-05-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

i miss your purple hair.
i miss the way you taste.

i hope you choke and die.

2009-04-25T15:15:00.002+08:00

and is that what you call tact?
you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back.
so, is that what you call a getaway?
well tell me what you got away with.
cause i've seen more spine in jellyfish.
i've seen more guts in eleven year olds.
have another drink and drive yourself home.
i hope there's ice on all the roads.
and you can think of me when you forgot your seatbelt.
and again when your head goes through the windshield.

seventy times seven - brand new

you terrybly despise me.

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knock knock.

2009-04-19T00:01:00.000+08:00

me : knock knock !

sis : who's there?

me : babi.

sis : babi who?

me : babi Q !

*laughters*

me : knock knock !

sis : who's there?

me : mos.

sis : mos who?

me : mosQUITO !!

*more laughters*

me : who's there?

sis : knock knock

me : *stares at sis*

sis : *stares at me*

*rolling on floor laughing*

.

les miserables.

2009-04-18T19:56:00.003+08:00

simon : what's your name darling?

susan : my name is susan boyle.

simon : how old are you susan?

susan : i'm 47.

*crowds jeering*

simon : okay, what's the dream?

susan : i'm trying to be a professional singer.

simon : and why hasn't it worked out so far susan?

susan : i've never been given a chance before but here's hoping it'll change.

simon : and who would you like to be as successful as?

susan : elaine page.

*more crowds jeering*

piers : what are you gonna sing tonight?

susan : i'm gonna sing, i dreamed a dream from les miserables.

susan : i dreamed a dream in time gone by...

*large crowds cheers*

*the rest is epic*

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ring.waterfall.dragon.

2009-04-18T00:22:00.002+08:00

your love's like one last cigarette.
i will savor it.
take it in and hold your breathe.
hope it never ends.
but when it's gone, it's gone.
one last cigarette.

.

my sweetest friend.

2009-04-17T23:58:00.003+08:00

i hurt myself today.
to see if i still feel.
i focus on the pain.
the only thing that's real.

"he's the north star - imperfect but always honest"

.

happy ghost.

2009-04-15T00:01:00.001+08:00

wife cooking in kitchen and husband walks in.

husband : honey, can you tell me how you cook all these?

wife : oh sweetie, that's a suprise ! why'd you want to know?

husband : so i won't have to make the same mistakes. =D

wife : *slaps*

.

13 union.

2009-04-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

wife reading magazine while husband is watching tv.

wife : hey dear, it says here, the amount of words women use a day is 30,000.
compared to a man's 15,000.

husband : ...

wife : it states that it's because we have to repeat everything to men.

husband : what'd you say?

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alice in wunderland.

2009-04-13T00:01:00.001+08:00

witness and lawyer in a court.

lawyer : have you ever been married ?!

witness : yes i have.

lawyer : how many times?!

witness : once.

lawyer : and to whom?!

witness : to a woman.

lawyer : of course you married a woman.
did you hear of anyone marrying a man?!? *laughter*

*jury laughter*

witness : yes. my sister.

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yes i'm the great pretender.

2009-04-12T00:01:00.000+08:00

husband and wife dressing up for dinner.

wife : darling, do you think this dress makes my butt look big?

husband : nah

wife : you sure?

husband : yea, at least not as big as yesterday's.

wife : *slaps*

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oh carol !

2009-04-11T19:10:00.003+08:00

wife and husband at a restaurant.

waiter : sir, what would you like to have?

husband : i'll have the steak bloody, medium rare please.

waiter : aren't you worried about the mad cow sir?

husband : nah, she can order for herself.

wife : *slaps*

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c/d ratio.

2009-04-10T02:43:00.000+08:00

husband watching tv

wife : so darling what's on tv?

husband : dust.

wife : *slaps*

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j mpwf zpv.

2009-04-09T22:02:00.002+08:00

wife standing infront of mirror.

wife : honey, i think i look old, fat and ugly ! =\

husband : huh?

wife : i'm depressed, compliment me please.

husband : well, your eyesight's damn near perfect. =D

wife : *slaps*

.

rule #1 : there's no rule.

2009-04-08T22:15:00.002+08:00

while watching " who wants to be a millionaire? "

husband : do you want to have sex?

wife : no.

husband : is that your final answer?

wife : yes

husband : then i would like to phone a friend.

wife : *slaps*

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die for me.kill for you.

2009-04-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

spot the not !

husband : darling, do you remember what day is it tomorrow?

wife : of course, it's your birthday ! how could i forget?

husband : oh, you remembered despite how busy you were.

wife : yup, what do you want dear?

husband : hmmm.. i want something shiny which goes from 0-150 in 3 secs.

wife : oh i know exactly what you want. you cheeky cheeky ! =D

next day

wife : happy birthday dear ! muacks ! here's your present !

husband : a weighing scale ?!?!?!?!

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i was wronged.

2009-04-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

girl has crush on boy.

girl : hey !

boy : i love you..

girl : oh... =) .. er.. =D .. me too !

boy : sorry wrong convo.

girl : oh... it's okay.......... =)

boy : yea gtg byee

six suspects.

2009-03-31T00:01:00.000+08:00

.
..
...

ring. ring. ring.

*click*

30 secs

voice on phone : good evening , this is MazelTov Corps.
   how may i be of your assistance today?

mr. benny lava : hello, is maggie there?

voice on phone : are you looking for ms. maggie may?

mr. benny lava : yes please.

voice on phone : i'm sorry but she quit her deskjob a week ago.
   i am her new replacement.
   may i know who is on the line and how may i help you?

20 secs

mr. benny lava : i'm actually in a gameshow right now,
   and i need an answer for this question.

   Memories are
   a ) erased
   b ) replaced

   i kinda figured it out myself already but what's your take on it?

voice on phone : well, i would choose to cherish my memories.

mr. benny lava : uhh..that's a good one, i would too.
   if only it was great? *snickers*
   thank you.

voice on phone : no problem, thanks for calli...

10 secs

mr. benny lava : wait hold on, what's your name?

voice on phone : iris. iris woolrich.

mr. benny lava : that's a very beautiful name you've got there.
   thank you very much.
   and have a pleasant evening.

voice on phone : you too. thank you for calling MazelTov Corps.
   and all the best in your gameshow.

*click*

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gobsmacked.

2009-03-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

host : this is your $1,000,000 dollar question, mr. benny lava.
   and you have two lifelines left.

   Memories are
   a) erased
   b) replaced
   c) created
   d) destroyed

mr. benny lava : i would like to use a lifeline, 50/50.

host : alright, this leaves you down to two choices
   a) erased
   b) replaced

mr. benny lava : i would like to call a friend...

cherry blossom.

2009-03-29T22:03:00.001+08:00

have you ever felt alone in a crowded room?

benny lava.

2009-03-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

my loony bun is fine benny lava,
minor bun engine made benny lava,
anybody need this sign, benny lava?
you need a bun to bite benny lava,
have you been high today?

hahahagirl.

2009-03-26T22:36:00.001+08:00

sugar sugar.
ahh honey honey.
you are my candy girl.
you got me wanting you.

superpsychicman.

2009-03-26T00:22:00.001+08:00

finally.

2009-02-28T15:29:00.003+08:00

放手　我的牽掛　找不到盡頭
放手　期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許　愛很深厚　然而我早看得透　
放手　至可擁有

成全　多捨不得仍然　是放手
放手　放開所有　彼此更自由
放手　其實我絕非愛得不夠　

raymond lam - 愛不夠

let's put an end to it.
put a lid on it.
i call it a day.
last song.
and its enough.
too much for you.

fell in love?

2009-02-07T03:58:00.003+08:00

i drew these ! =]

we met.

we fell in love.

we got together.

you jump.i jump.

we argued.

we broke up.

we try to move on.

you moved on.

i couldn't move on.

i was sad.

i will wait for you.

will it end?

ai qing xuan ya.

aku pernah cinta pada mu.

2009-02-04T00:58:00.000+08:00

mungkin aku pernah juga.
merasakan cinta.
tapi tak pernah.
seindah ini.

mungkin aku juga pernah.
merasakan rindu.
tapi tak pernah.
sedalam ini.

mungkin kamu takkan pernah..percaya.
bahwa sesungguhnya..aku telah terjatuh.

ku akui aku telah larut.
larut ke dalam kamu.
yang kucintai.

larut - dewa 19

a first love is like drinking wine.
as the wine passes through the tongue.
you could taste the sweetness through your first tastebuds.
as it reaches the base of your tongue.
it turns bitter.
sweet first bitter later.

i wish.

2009-01-29T15:21:00.002+08:00

i'll do whatever it takes.
to turn this around.
i know whats at stake.
i know i've let you down.
and if you give me a chance.
and believe that i can change.
i'll keep us together.
whatever it takes.

whatever it takes - lifehouse

we were made for each other.
we were made to break each other.

i dreamt of you again.

2009-01-09T22:58:00.006+08:00

sat up for hours, thoughts of a lover.
i'll probably never get a chance to hold again.
all of my days spent.
waiting for nights.
with her again.
again.

and i'm, sharing a drink with a memory.
and a laugh with an empty seat.
do you still look the same?
will you still look at me the same?
cause i know that I don't.
i've gotten so old in these last few months.
and i'd rather be fighting with you.
than sleeping here next to her.

forget for just one second that this is not alright.
let's drink to feeling nothing.
at least just for tonight.
stay for one more.
pass out on the floor just like we used to do.
it got so hot in your room.

and i can't let it go.
this phantom pain i'm feeling.
and the hurt wont leave me alone.
and i'm tired of sleeping with ghosts.

fell asleep with your ghost woke up with a headache.
from a cure that's only temporary.
and in the morning always fails me.

don't let me fall i'll break.
what a mess i'd make.
pathetic pieces on your floor.
will cut your feet forever more.
you're porcelain.
such fragile skin.
just let me hold you.
i'll be gentle.
i won't drop you.
this time i'll be careful.

porcelain - cauterize

don't let me hold something so fragile and delicate.
don't say a thing as we get closer and closer in this mist.
damn this is gonna hurt.

johnny woops and his black magic.

2009-01-06T17:36:00.002+08:00

jungle trekking formation.

gym hall.

berinchang dining hall store.

dining hall.

the field from the royal square.

dining hall from the outside.

dry ration store and the CA's dorm.

open space.

participant's dorm.

royal square.

boat house.

boat house.

kayak washing area.slippery area.

the kerengga tree.

obs beach with 2 speedboats.

royal square and clear blue skies.

obs beach.

obs beach with chulan,cheah and yindran.

the field from the entrance.

ledang at coconut square.

teluk sekadeh beach.

teluk sekadeh in pangkor.

pangkor beach.

sekadeh beach sunset.

sunset sekadeh beach.

rappeling site and camah in the waters.

my dome tent.

my dorm.last bed.

CA's male dorm corridor with the toilet at the end.

belay intro.

call and command.

to serve to strive and not to yield.

coconut square.

my name tag.

i want to go back to outward bound school malaysia lumut.i want. =[

i've never felt as happy as when i was there.

.

star crossed lovers.

2009-01-02T16:04:00.004+08:00

in one night.
you made me your own.
the deepest embrace's creation.
i laid there for days.
and you forgot.

in one night.
you made me your own.
in one hour.
you gave me away to the angels.

you sent me up to the sky.
now their wings fan the heat.
from the face you'll never see.
the hair you'll never smell.

the little hands you'll never hold.
now i am but a silhouette down.
there a silhouette of a memory.
of a solitary night.
nothing more.

for evangeline - the juliana theory

if i could forget you for a minute.
i would.

smudge me i'm yours.

2008-12-31T12:57:00.003+08:00

failure.
hearts crossed but we're okay now.
failure.
mine scarred by past mistakes.
let's go.

failure.
skipped beats from past still frames.
failure.
uploaded from our final days.
let's go.

i thought that you were gonna stay.
i thought that we're better off this way.
i think that its time that.
i should hear you.
see you.

why did you have to go now?
why could you not have stayed?
why did you have to go now?
why make me feel this way?

smudge - stayfeelregret

thanks 2008 for bittersweet

so much for time.

2008-12-24T18:52:00.004+08:00

anymore.

slight hope dangles on a string.
like slow spinning redemption.
winding in and winding out.
the shine of which has caught my eye.

and roped me in.
so mesmerizing.
so hypnotizing.
i am captivated.

i am vindicated.
i am selfish.
i am wrong.
i am right.

i swear i'm right.
i swear i knew it all along.

and i am flawed.
but i am cleaning up so well.
i am seeing the things you swore you saw yourself so clear.

so turn up the corners of your lips.
part them and feel my finger tips.
trace the moment for forever.
defense is paper thin.
just one touch and i'd be in too deep now.
to swim against the current.
so let me slip away.
so let me slip away.
so let me slip away.
so let me slip against the current.

vindicated - dashboard confessional

i found out.
i was left out.
i wish i could be out.

but

touch me not.

2008-12-09T00:10:00.001+08:00

i will be back before christmas =]

i'll come back for you.

2008-12-07T16:32:00.003+08:00

the butterfly effect.

small variations in the initial conditions of a dynamical system may produce large variations in the long term behaviour of the system.

a drop of water causes a far ripple reaching effect on a pond.

a butterfly flapping its wings may cause a tornado on the other side of the world.
had it not flap its wings, there are no initial condition in which the tornado depends on to happen.

had i not not did that. it may well be different from now.
had i not.
had i.

two roads diverged in a yellow wood.
i took the one with more thorns and spikes.
was it worth it?

hold up.
hold on.
don't be scared.
you'll never change what's been and gone.
may your smile shine on.
don't be scared.
your destiny may keep you warm.

cause all of the stars are fading away.
just try not to worry.
you'll see them some day.

take what you need and be on your way.
and stop crying your heart out.

get up.
come on.
why you scared?
i'm not scared.
you'll never change what's been and gone.

oasis - stop crying your heart out.

i'll come back for you.
i came back for you.

breakfast at tiffany's ?

2008-12-04T01:23:00.004+08:00

you say that we got nothing in common.
no common ground to start from.
and we're falling apart.
you'll say the world have come between us.
but i know you just don't care.

i see you.the only one who knew me.
and know you see right through me.
i guess i was wrong.
so what now? it's plain to see we're over.
and i hate when things are over.
when so much is left undone.

and i said "what about breakfast at tiffany's" ?
she said, "i think i remember the film,
and as i recall, i think we both kinda liked it."
and i said, "well, that's the one thing we've got."

deep blue something - breakfast at tiffany's

do we need so many things in common just to be together?
do we even need something in common?

you hurt me.and vice versa.

2008-12-02T00:52:00.003+08:00

don't tell me if i'm dying.
cause i don't wanna know.
if i can't see the sun.
then maybe i should go.

don't wake me cause i'm dreaming.
of angels on the moon.
where everyone i know.
never leaves too soon.

don't tell me if i'm dying.
don't tell me.
cause i'm dying.

thriving ivory - angels on the moon

saving your place.

2008-12-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

i heart shotgun vegas.
you should heart them too.

sam and delilah.

2008-11-27T02:12:00.000+08:00

nice to see,
nice to hold,
once broken,
considered sold.

logan.

2008-11-24T22:17:00.002+08:00

"i'm the best there is at what i do, but what i do isn't very nice."

everynight before i sleep,
i wish i have retractable alloy adamantium claws embedded in my knuckles.

jovi has anterograde memory dysfunction.

2008-11-07T13:20:00.006+08:00

leonard (to self):
i don't even know how long she's been gone.
it's like i've woken up in bed and she's not here.
because she's gone to the bathroom or something.
but somehow i just.
i just know she's never gonna come back to bed.
if i could just.
reach over and touch her side of the bed.
i would know that it was cold.
but i can't.
i know i can't have her back.
but i don't want to wake up in the morning thinking she's still here.
i lie here not knowing how long i've been alone.
so how.
how can i heal?
how am i supposed to heal if i can't feel time?

memento (2000)

a-bra-ca-da-bra
*poof*
i lose you

now, where was i?

.

her poisoned lips.

2008-10-20T01:06:00.004+08:00

come up to meet you.
tell you i'm sorry.
you don't know how lovely you are.
i had to find you.
tell you i need you.
tell you i set you apart.
tell me your secrets.
and ask me your questions.
oh let's go back to the start.
running in circles.
calling tails.
heads on a silence apart.

nobody said it was easy.
it's such a shame for us to part.
nobody said it was easy.
no one ever said it would be this hard.
oh take me back to the start.

i was just guessing.
at numbers and figures.
pulling the puzzles apart.
questions of science.
science and progress.
did not speak as loud as my heart.
tell me you love me.
come back and haunt me.
i want to rush to the start.
running in circles.
chasing tails.
coming back as we are.

nobody said it was easy.
oh it's such a shame for us to part.
nobody said it was easy.
no one ever said it would be so hard.
i'm going back to the start.

coldplay - the scientist

it's about a guy who broke up with his girl.
for reasons he considered rational at that time.
he was a scientist.
and he looked at his relationship from the outside.
and decided he didn't want to be in it anymore.
then he realized that he couldn't look at it without his heart.
he wants to explain his rational reasons with science.
but he just can't.
cause love doesn't work like that.
he screwed up.
and now he wants to try it over again.
he wants her back.
but they are wavelengths apart.
just like love and logic reasoning.

.

dolores' rainbow coloured fingers.

2008-10-18T01:22:00.002+08:00

i just want to be something more than the mud in your eyes.
i want to be the clay in your hands.
shape me.
cut my heart.
pain is defiant.
so that it will only fit right into yours.
like the wrist and my blade.

you're such a class act babe.
such a class act.

>

who's my kayla?

2008-10-17T00:00:00.002+08:00

blessed be.
messed up me.
was i crying to get my face wet?
to discern what i did from what i thought.
it's hard to discern what i gave from what i got.
i'm on the screen projected.
i'm in the aisle yelling fire.

far - in the aisle, yelling

you came to me seven times.
all when my eyes were closed and mind shut.
and when the closest i have for comfort.
my warm bedsheet soaked with drainage from my i.

.

ashley's pretty little head.

2008-10-13T22:26:00.002+08:00

it's been so long since i've been by myself.
and i need this more than you'll ever know.
it's been so long since i've stood on my two feet.
i'd really lay here and pretend.

it's just not the same when you wake up in the morning.
with a smile on your face.
when you know you lied to yourself to sleep.
to make it better.

it's just not the same when you're staring.
into a perfect golden sunrise.
and thinking about how you sold your soul.
to send the rain away.

mineral - slower

give me something to believe in.something that is real.

.

do you have a pet named samantha?

2008-10-12T23:21:00.004+08:00

you're overrated.
and i overestimated.
but still.
i will always be a bat.
your blind bat.

could it be any harder?

.

sara is my dutch oven.

2008-10-11T03:26:00.001+08:00

brad :
i'm just glad we are still together.
because a lot's happened and i really need you this year.

linda :
look Brad, i've been trying to think of a way to tell you this.
we're almost out of school.
and i think we owe it to ourselves to be free.
to go out with other people.
i still want to be friends.

conversation from "fast times at ridgemont high (1982)"

the get up kids.
brand new.
different strokes.
the breakup song.

.

i love her, cheryl.

2008-10-10T19:53:00.000+08:00

nothing is forever in this place.
nothing but the way my heart fits in your hands.
the held breath of hope.
and the sweet lingering taste of grace.

chris simpson

no i really love her.

.

seven deadly sins.

2008-10-08T16:10:00.000+08:00

wealth without work.
pleasure without conscience.
knowledge without character.
commerce without morality.
science without humanity.
religion without sacrifice.
politics without principle.

gandhi

seven loved you so much.
but do me a favour baby, don't reply.
cause i can dish it out.
but i can't take it.

.

oliver and his pocket full of nothings.

2008-10-06T15:48:00.004+08:00

time doesn't always heal.
it just breathes and swallows memories.

like the seasons change.
sending showers beating flowers.
into the mud.

how blessed we are for crying now,
for we will laugh someday.
and how.

how blessed we are for crying now,
for we will love someday.
and how.

mineral- sounds like sunday

showers before the rays.
that's how flowers grow.
everything falls from grace.
and then never be seen below.

.

colossal deficiency.

2008-10-03T16:45:00.003+08:00

postsecret

christie's front drive.

2008-10-03T00:24:00.003+08:00

and happiness is just a dream or so it seems.
it's something that I can never see.
and i just want to lay my head in your arms.
and bleed awhile.

sunshine go away i don't want to play.
come back again some other day.
when i've got something beautiful to say.
and stay awhile.

mineral - silver

just stay awhile and linger at the back of my head before i paint another mona lisa blue.

.

michelle with one "L".

2008-09-30T02:10:00.005+08:00

i wish you could put your ear up to my heart .
and hear how much i love you.

i still dream of december.
dancing together with rings on our fingers.

and the two shall become...
and the two shall become...
and the two shall become...
become...
become...
...

mineral - unfinished

can't seem to put a "one" at the end of it.it's sung like that.unfinished.

.

my filthy heart.

2008-09-28T22:59:00.002+08:00

and the snow falls down.
melts before it even hits the ground.
and i'm standing here.
listening to the sound of your hand washing back and forth.
across my filthy heart.

and i don't know.
if i should say "i'm sorry" or "thank you".
i try to speak but the tears choke the words.
and i think i finally know what they mean when.
they talk about joy.

mineral - february

i want to be a believer.i surrender my filthy heart.i want a taste of joy.

.

your skin makes me cry.

2008-09-28T21:50:00.002+08:00

i dont care if it hurts.
i want to have control.
i want a perfect body.
i want a perfect soul.
i want you to notice.
when i'm not around.
you're so fuckin special.
i wish i was special.

she's running out again,
she's running out.
she's run run run running out...

whatever makes you happy.
whatever you want.
you're so fuckin special.
i wish i was special...

but i'm a creep, im a weirdo,
what the hell am i doing here?
i don't belong here.

radiohead - creep

run.run.run.run.run.run.run

.

these five words i'll swear to you.

2008-09-27T01:40:00.004+08:00

.

i know you know we've had some good times.
now they have their own hiding place.
i can promise you tomorrow.
but i can't buy back yesterday.

i'll be there for you - bon jovi

steal the sun from the sky for you.words can't say what love can do.

.

song about an angel.

2008-09-25T00:29:00.007+08:00

man :
so i say, still away.
sleep close my eyes.
an image of your face.
traced in white sand.
underneath undefined, i lay down.
arms outstretched i embrace the fall.
and all the time i tried.
to let you know.
discomfort comes clearly.

man :
thin comfort in what i say.
my back is turned.
a halo my soul for a while.
and all the times i tried to let you know.
discomfort comes clearly.
when i'll show.

angel :
sometimes you see right through me,
wait.
wait.
you're married to it.
you're married to it.
you're married to your pain.
although you hit me hard i come back.
the earth cries ease when i fall, on the inside.
running behind.
which one will i face?
running behind.
which one, will i?

song about an angel - sunny day real estate

take away my discomfort for me please? anyone?

.

better late than never.

2008-09-22T01:39:00.004+08:00

this is so not me and this is 4 months late.it was written on may 12th 2008 when we were apart.but i will post it up anyway.i want you to know.

i can only give my life and show you all i am.
in the breath i breathe.
i will promise you my heart.
and give you all you need if it takes some time.
and if you tell me you don't need me anymore.
that our love won't last forever.
i will ask you for a chance to try again.
to make our love a little better.

you say you hardly know exactly who i am.
so hard to understand.
but i knew right from the start, the way i felt inside.
if you read my mind.
and if you tell you don't need me anymore.
that our love won't last forever, no.
i will ask you for a chance to try again.
to make our love a little better

remember when you used to hold me.
remember when you made me cry.
you said you loved me, you did, yes you did.

i love you, say we're together, baby, say we're together.
i need you, i need you forever, baby, you and me.

joanna wang - i love you

i hope you do read this space, i really want you to know.that i still love you.very much deeply.

.

writing down my sins.

2008-09-21T01:37:00.007+08:00

well take me, take me back to your bed.
i love you so much that it hurts my head.
say i don't mind you under my skin.
i'll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in.

when we were made we were set apart.
life is a test and i get bad marks.
well you're my favourite bird and when you sing.
i really do wish that you'd wear my ring.

now some saint got the job of writing down my sins.
the storm is coming, the storm is coming in.

you're brought back but you're running.
i'll find sleep in the end tonight.
i can't shake this little feeling.
i'll never say anything right.

degausser - brand new

do you still check this space?

jude law and a semester abroad.

2008-09-18T02:42:00.005+08:00

whatever poisons in this bottle.
will leave me broken, sore and stiff.
but it's the genie at the bottom who i'm sucking at,
he owes me one last wish.
so here's a present to let you know i still exist.
i hope the next boy that you kiss
has something terribly contagious on his lips.

but i got a plan.
to drink for forty days and forty nights.
a sip for every second-hand tick.
and every time you fed the line,
“you mean so much to me”

jess, i still taste you, and thus reserve my right to hate you.
and all this empty space that you create.
does nothing for my flawless sense of style.
it's 8:45, the weather is getting better by the hour.
i hope it rains there all the time.
and if you ever said you miss me then don't say you never lied.
i'm without you.

tell all the english boys you meet.
about the american boy back in the states.
the american boy you used to date.
who would do anything you say.

brand new - jude law and a semester abroad (acoustic)

oh, you mean so much to me.

unfortunately for me, you really do.

the sun goes down in my eyes.

2008-08-06T22:09:00.004+08:00

summer time and the wind is blowing outside.
in lower chelsea and i don't know.
what i'm doing in this city.
the sun is always in my eyes.

it crashes through the windows.
and i'm sleeping on the couch.
when i came to visit you.

that's when i knew.
that i could never have you.
i knew that before you did.
still i'm the one who's stupid.

visions of you on a motorcycle drive by.
the cigarette ash flies in your eyes.
and you don't mind, you smile.
and say the world doesn't fit with you.

i don't believe you, you're so serene.
careening through the universe.
your axis on a tilt, you're guiltless and free.
i hope you take a piece of me with you.

and there's things i'd like to do.
that you don't believe in.
i would like to build something.
but you never see it happen.

where's the soul i want to know.
new york city is evil.
the surface is everything but i could never do that.
someone would see through that.

and this is our last time.
we'll be friends again.
i'll get over you.
you'll wonder who i am.

and there's this burning.
just like there's always been.
i've never been so alone alone.
and i've, and i've never been so alive.
so alive.

i go home to the coast.
it starts to rain i paddle out on the water alone.
taste the salt and taste the pain.
i'm not thinking of you again.

summer dies and swells rise.
the sun goes down in my eyes.
see this rolling wave.
darkly coming to take me home.

and i've never been so alone.
and i've never been so alive.

motorcycle driveby - third eye blind

come and take me home.

soft dive of oblivion.

2008-07-27T20:19:00.002+08:00

i'm only pretty sure that i can't take anymore.
before you take a swing.
i wonder what are we fighting for.
when i say out loud.
i wanna get out of this.
i wonder is there anything.
i'm gonna miss.

i wonder how it's gonna to be.
when you don't know me.
how's it gonna be.
when you're sure i'm not there.
how's it gonna be.
when there's no one there to talk to.
between you and me.
cause i don't care.
how's it gonna be.

where we used to laugh.
there's a shouting match.
sharp as a thumbnail scratch.
a silence i can't ignore.
like the hammock by the doorway we spent time in .
that swings empty.
don't see lightning like last fall.
when it was always about to hit me.

i wonder how's it gonna be.
when it goes down.
how's it gonna be.
when you're not around.
how's it gonna be.
when you found out there was nothing.
between you and me.
cause i don't care.
how's it gonna be.

how's it gonna be.
when you don't know me anymore.
and how's it gonna be?

want to get myself back in again.
the soft dive of oblivion.
i want to taste the salt of your skin.
the soft dive of oblivion.
how's it going to be.
when you don't know me anymore.
how's it going to be.

how's it gonna be - third eye blind

i wonder no more.

and honey so did you.

2008-07-01T02:29:00.005+08:00

if you, if you could return,
don't let it burn, don't let it fade.

i'm sure i'm not being rude,
but it's just your attitude,
it's tearing me apart,
it's ruining everyday.

i swore, i swore i would be true,
and honey, so did you.
so why were you holding her hand?
is that the way we stand?
were you lying all the time?
was it just a game to you?

oh, i thought the world of you.
i thought nothing could go wrong,
but i was wrong.
i was wrong.

if you, if you could get by,
trying not to lie,
things wouldn't be so confused.
and i wouldn't feel so used,
but you always really knew,
i just wanna be with you.

but i'm in so deep.
you know i'm such a fool for you.
you got me wrapped around your finger.
do you have to let it linger?
do you have to?
do you have to?
do you have to let it linger?

linger - the cranberries

boy make girl feel good.

2008-05-13T15:19:00.002+08:00

i miss you

somethings gone you withdraw and i'm not strong like before i was.
but we were broken and didn't know it.

and some great need in me starts to bled.
i've lost my self, there's nothing left, its all gone.
deep inside of you.

i've never felt alone,
till i met you.
i'm alright on my own,
and then i met you.

third eye blind - deep inside of you

there is a story about the greek gods,
they were bored so they invented human beings,
but they were still bored, so they invented love,
then they weren't bored any longer.
so they decided to try love for themselves.
and finally, they invented laughter,
so they could stand it.

always be my baby

2008-05-07T12:46:00.003+08:00

Wait for me
I'll come back to you,
You know because I want to
Wait for me
Will you make it through?
Please tell me that you will
Wait for me

i will be missing you
i love you ! =)

p/s: ten, sepuluh !

the guardian.

2008-04-24T20:39:00.002+08:00

can you lay your life down, so a stranger can live?
can you take what you need, but take less than you give?
could you close every day, without the glory and fame?
could you hold your head high, when no one knows your name?

can you lose everything, you ever had planned?
can you sit down again, and play another hand?
could you risk everything, for the chance of being alone?
under pressure find the grace, or would you come undone?

never let go - bryan adams (the guardian)

second time around.

2008-04-23T16:36:00.002+08:00

this is the second time this song appears on my blog.

but i guess its appropriate.

cause every sunny day, there comes a rainy gloomy day. and i think i heard the thunder and i saw the lightning. it's going to rain.

i, i don't know why i miss you so much,
yeah i, i don't know why i still feel your touch,
you, you left me feeling high and dry,
with nothing, nothing but the question why.

yeah you, i guess you had another direction,
and leaving me with nothing but a dead connection.

you, you knew what you were doing to me,
and i, i guess i was too blind to see,
well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad,
but i'd do it again to relive what we had.

there are many things left to remind me,
of a love that i just can't leave behind me.

if you call me today,
i'll say that i'm fine,
but i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice,
it's just a lie,
you knew what you had,
you still walked away leaving me in this mess,
my love for you is deep and meaningless.

rooster - deep and meaningless

would you know what you had when you lost it?

livin' on a prayer.

2008-03-23T19:37:00.001+08:00

L

O

V

E

take my hand, we'll make it i swear

unknown track 11.

2008-02-25T17:41:00.005+08:00

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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
i wish. you are what you were than what you are now.

take me away

2008-01-31T00:03:00.000+08:00

...................................................................................

foolish games.

2008-01-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

wonderwall

2008-01-26T03:54:00.000+08:00

even if they do

i

i

you

you're cute when u scream.

2008-01-05T02:46:00.000+08:00

bend your arms to look like wings.

2008-01-04T18:57:00.000+08:00

escape artists never die.

2008-01-02T16:37:00.000+08:00

apologize

2007-12-27T17:28:00.000+08:00

i am sorry love.
i love you

hey lush.

2007-12-27T11:45:00.000+08:00

Have You Heard Enough?

cause i have not.

cross my heart.

2007-12-21T03:26:00.000+08:00

your hands around my neck.

your legs around my waist.

i want to hear you scream you like me better on my knees.

and tell me why you never promised that you wanted it all.

this glass house is burning down.

you light the match, i'll stick around.

i'll give you everything you want.

and wish the worst of what i was.

cross my heart and hope to.

i'll keep you here.

=X

2007-11-18T13:59:00.000+08:00

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hope you like it honey.=)

=)

2007-11-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

...I...........LOO....... VVEE..............U...................U
...I.........LLOOV.....VVEEEEE.........U.....................U
...I......LLOOOVv..vVEEEEEEE.......U.......................U
...I.......LLOOOVVVEEEEEEEE........U.......................U
...I........LLOOVVVEEEEEEEE.........U.......................U
...I..........LLOOVVVVEEEEE...........U......................U
...I.............LOOVVEEEEE..............U.....................U
...I...............LOVVEEEE.................U...................U
...I.................LOVEE......................U................U
...I..................love.........................UUUUUUUUU

for you kuan jee lian. =X

me you and us.

2007-10-18T02:58:00.000+08:00

tonight for me translates to yesterday to you.

u may or may not understand this. but to hell with you. i'm writing for myself.

how should i put it? i've never felt like this before. something foreign is in me.
something i wish i knew. i damn wish i knew. i need to get it out.
it's consuming me from the inside.
i don't know. i don't know. i'm clueless. as clueless as you are.
this time, i really wish i could be every little thing you wanted.
i've had the strangest feeling that you've gone away.
i'm jovi. i could change my name. or anything but what would that change to you?
i am still me.love or loathe me.that's me.
if only i was not so stubborn, we would not have happened.
do you know we've come a long way out of the rain?
but i can't seem to figure out what happens after this. why can't i?
and it's never enough. it just keeps leaving me needing you.
i try to make my way to you. but still i feel so lost.
i don't know what else i can do.
don't give up on me yet. don't forget who i am.
i know i'm not there yet but don't let me stay here alone.
this time all i want is you. there is noone else.
all you.

this song says it much more than i can say it myself.

it’s words you forget
to anniversary songs.
the bottles bite back,
your tolerance wrong.

your good intentions count for little anymore.
if you’re sorry, why wage war?
i’m not fully convinced.
there’s something wrong with this.

could another point of view,
biased and untrue,
tear me away from you?

will you be my valentine
if i’m a world away?
apologies
are breaking me.

two days i wait for
calls to come through.
tonight for me translates to yesterday to you.

bend and you wave
you’re barely away.
i wish i could say tonight
when you bend and wave goodbye
you’d take me with you.

constants aren’t so constant anymore.
the constants aren’t so constant anymore.
will you be my valentine
if i’m a world away

the get up kids - valentine

maybe if you would let me, i could love you forever.

the sun and the moon.

2007-10-14T04:31:00.000+08:00

wasted time.
i can not say that i was ready for this.
but when worlds collide,
and all that i have is all that i want.

the words seem to flow
and the thoughts they keep running.
and all that i have is yours.
all that i am is yours.

painted skys.
i've seen so many that cannot compare,
to your ocean eyes.
the pictures you took
that cover your room,

and it was just like the sun
but more like the moon.
a light that can reach it all.
so now im branded for taking the fall.

so when you say forever,
can't you see you've already captured me.

mae - the sun and the moon

jovi jee.

*smooch*.

i'm forever captured.

broken.

2007-10-07T04:15:00.000+08:00

i'm falling apart
i'm barely breathing

with a broken heart,that's still beating
in the pain,there is healing

in your name,i find meaning
so i'm holding on
i'm barely holding on to you

i'm falling apart
i'm barely breathing

i'm holding on to you

lifehouse - broken

me miss you.

breathing hurts more than not.

secret.

2007-09-12T16:12:00.000+08:00

and

my heart is filled with but

but i know

so

and

i miss you.

2007-09-11T01:54:00.000+08:00

i miss you jee lian..so badly now.. =/

wo ai ni

wo hen ai ni

情人的眼淚

為什麼要對你掉眼淚
你難道不明白為了愛
只有那有情人眼淚最珍貴
一顆顆眼淚都是愛都是愛

為什麼要對你掉眼淚
你難道不明白為了愛
要不是有情郎跟我要分開
我眼淚不會掉下來掉下來

好春纔來春花正開
你怎捨得說再會
我在深閨望穿秋水
你不要忘了我情深深如海

為什麼要對你掉眼淚
你難道不明白為了愛
要不是有情郎跟我要分開
我眼淚不會掉下來掉下來

lover's tears

why do i weep and grieve so?
do you not comprehend?
a lover’s tears are precious
each teardrop borne of love for her man

why do i weep and grieve so?
how could you not know, that for love i cry?
were you not parting now with me
no tears would fall from my eyes

spring surrounds us with the splendor of her blossoms
how could you bear to tell me we must part?
my yearning unspeakable, unfathomable as the autumn rain
forget not the depths of my love for you as deep the ocean

why do i weep and grieve so?
how could you not know, that for love i cry?
were you not parting now with me
no tears would fall from my eyes

ps : this song is the old song they keep playing in the movie "secret"..=)..love you baby!

globes and maps.

2007-07-23T01:20:00.000+08:00

=D

globes and maps are all around me now
i wanna feel you breathe me in
globes and maps i see surround you here
why won't you believe me?
globes and maps they chart your way back home
do you wanna leave or something?

something corporate - globes and maps

i love you.

attack

2007-01-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

your promises
they look like lies
your honesty
like a back that hides a knife
i promise you
i promise you
i am finally free

attack - 30 seconds to mars

let it die.

2006-11-30T00:41:00.000+08:00

just wanna stop by.

nothing much happened these few days.except sending janice off to aussie.hehe.janice, if you are readin this, be prepare to see all your sleeping pictures..=).

there are a few songs i wanna upload tho.hehe.

here is a damn pretty good song.its by a girl.suprising isnt it?.considering the fact that i dun really like female singers.heh

feist - let it die

owh
here is five times august with up to me
it was mentioned in my last post.thought of sharing with you guys.=)

five times august - up to me

here is a really disgusting picture.=)

now my favourite player.=)

cesc fabregas!

hmmm..gonna sleep now..nitey!

haunted dancehall.

2006-11-27T01:36:00.000+08:00

my blog feels like me.

unattended.

maybe i should give it a little.

hope i'll get some back.

SAM officially ended.=).all i have to do is wait for the results.at last, i can put my life in order.i din't attend SAM corroboree.i think it was unnecesarry.

i'm addicted to foos. kinda too late to announce it. cuz i'm like way addicted.lol.=).owh,i'l be joining the rookies tournament on this coming friday.my first ever tournament..=)

hmmm..it's the holidays now.planning to work but no one called.i stay at home.watch tv.and play...MAHJONG!!..ahah..owh this is a new hobby i learnt from my parents..cause they were bored and they wanted to play it but they have no kaki to play with..so they taught me and my sisters.its really fun.we should play together sometime.=).

arsenal's been off the hook lately.losing 3-1 to bolton after winning 3-1 against hamburg in the champions league.owh well.they are drifting 15 points off man u by now.goodbye title for the 3rd time.but i still love fabregas.he is sheer class and pure quality.

eh satchid, raine maida is the roxxxxxxorr!! .ahaha..i can't get enough of his voice its so...unique..listening to the song "4 am" gives me the chills down my spine.

so yea.i think i should stop here.hope this is a new start to my blog.

here is an instrumental for you
found in my cafe del mar collection.i have a whole bunch of them.tell me if u want them uploaded

haunted dancehall by sabres of paradise

DOWNLOAD

and here are some display pics for you guys.here goes

that's all for tonight.good night.

pretty good song here.=)

So what have I got to prove
And what have I got to lose
When your not worth fighting for
And why am I feeling down
While your out messing around and your
Not worth begging for

Just wanted to stop by
Just wanted to see you
One last time
Just wanted to say bye
Just wanted to get you off my mind
Just wanted to fit in
But then I saw you with him

five times august - up to me

just like sunny days we ignore because
.........we are all dumb and jaded..........

the boy who blocked his own shot.

2006-10-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

see the months, they don't matter.
it's the days i can't take.
when the hours move to minutes.
and i'm seconds away.

New American Classic - Taking Back Sunday

if it all falls, paint me blue.

bike scene.

2006-09-18T21:39:00.000+08:00

i'm on a taking back sunday spree.

i emo.

i emo.

i emo.

i emo.

go tell all your friends if u care so much.

I'll leave the lights down low .
so she knows I mean business .
And maybe we could talk this over .
Cause I could be your best bet .
Let alone your worst ex .
And let alone your worst....

I wanna hate you so bad .
But I can't (but I can't) stop this .
anymore than you can.

So honestly, how could you say those things .
when you know they don't mean anything .
And you know very well that .
I can't keep my hands to myself, hands to myself .

I wanna hate you so bad .
But I can't (but I can't) stop this .
anymore than you can .

This is all wrong and it shows .
There's certain things I promised not to let you know, .
not to let you know I never let you, never let you, never... .

You've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat .
But you're only counting the clock against the train .
And I'm miserable, oh .
And you're just getting started .
I'm miserable, oh .
And you're just getting started .

You've got me right where you want me .
Let's never talk, let's never, let's never talk about this again because...
I didn't want it to mean that much to me.
I didn't want it to mean that much to me.
I didn't want it to mean that much to me.
I didn't want it to mean that much to me.
Anyway... yeah.

Taking Back Sunday - Bike Scene

i still emo like how you don't really care.

a million reasons.

2006-08-30T17:28:00.000+08:00

him : why do you love me?..
her : i love you for a million reasons..
him : what happens if those reasons are gone?..
her : i'll never run out of a million reasons....

it's down to zero now.

what if i fell to the floor?
couldn't take this any more
what would you do?

what if i wanted to fight?
beg for the rest of my life
what would you do?

you say you wanted more
but are you waiting for
i'm not running from you

i tried to be someone else
but nothing seemed to change
i know now, this is who i really am inside!
finally found myself!
fighting for a chance i know now,
THIS IS WHO I REALLY AM!

come break me down!
bury me, bury me!
i am finished with you!
(you! you! you!)

look in my eyes!
you're killing me, killing me!
all i wanted was you!
come break me down!
break me down, break me down!

30 Seconds To Mars - The Kill (Bury Me)

were you?

2006-08-28T16:44:00.000+08:00

were you there when bullets crossed my mind?

never. never. never. never. never.

but the bullets did.

slow motion see me let go.

2006-08-22T20:07:00.000+08:00

weee..holidays started..=)

so tired to blog today.sigh.
But i'l be blogging about my day since sunday in my next post.=)

eg.

1 .got chased by guards in the afternoon.
2. made guards carry parang and golfsticks at midnight.
3. watched click (will you still love me in the morning? forever and ever babe)
i just had to..=)..its nice.
4. watched dragon tiger gate.
5. played futsal
6. played campus
7. i love padang FC.=)

stay tuned.owh here is a song by third eye blind

third eye blind

download click here ---> Third Eye Blind - Slow Motion

just some emo display pics.=)

i like this GIF. its damn ducking saddening.=).hahah

okla...that's all for tonight.

Have You Ever Regretted Doing It To Me?

grrrrr....

2006-08-20T14:48:00.000+08:00

GGggGrrRrRRr....

i got tagged by grace and seokie ....=.=

owh well..here goes..

10 years ago i was..

in standard 2!!!..hahah sat beside grace!!..and we had pn. doris liew as our form teacher..=)..she is realli nice la..and during that time.. all the guys must sit with girls..=)..but that time it was no fun sitting with girls la cuz all shy shy..=).but but me and grace became reali good frens!..we are not like other "couples" who always fight fight wan.we sama sama gang..=)..even pn. doris praised us.she said both of us should set good example to other "couples" ahahah..=)..

and and i was a probation prefect..recommended by teachers yo..but i lost the probation letter and i was too scared to tell the prefect teacher , pn. angeline. so i just told her i didn't wanna become a prefect .. lol ...so end up i was never a prefect..which i wanted to be.=)..see what you'll lose out just because you're scared to face the fact..=)..

and in standard 2 i was still very busy appearing on tv and such.=D.i'm known as the colgate boy by the whole school..even teachers.=) !! "gigi rosak tak ada"..=P.

5 years ago i was...

in smdu!..form one la dude.=)..suddenly from senior of a school...become junior of another..feels damn weird ler..i was in ONE teratai...the class famous for its ratio of girls and boys..9 boys out of 30...=)..made alot of friends here...yoke yan..jon ken..alvin..GRACE!!..ahah..still same class..=)..so yea..it was fun..suddenly became basketball fanatic!!..play every time with yoke and all..damn fun la last time!

hehe...its also the time when u start liking the other sex..and we are not allowed to sit with opposite sexes here..=.=...lol..yea..attracted to chai ying!..=)..she is damn sweet and innocent le..alot of guys also fell for her.=)..hahaa...please don't laugh when i say this..on chai ying's birthday...i gave her angpao!!!...ahahha...i know..i'm not a romantic swonner that time..owh well..it's an angpao!!..=)..money you know..hahah..

1 year ago i was..

truly madly deeply in love..

yesterday i was

still truly madly deeply in love..

just now i was..

arguing with seok whether or not i should do this tag..=D

5 most recent songs i listened to..

--> red hot chilli peppers - otherside
--> 30 seconds to mars - attack
--> third eye blind - slow motion
--> our lady peace - superman's dead
--> breaking benjamin - the diary of jane

5 songs i know all the words to..

--> goo goo dolls - iris
--> our lady peace - wipe that smile off your face
--> dashboard conffesional - rapid hope loss
--> rooster - deep and meaningless
--> my chemical romance - ghost of you

ideal places i want to run to..

--> bed.
--> somewhere comfy.
--> your arms.

5 things i really want..

--> brains
--> brawns
--> friends
--> looks
--> you

5 things i should be doing right now..

--> physics presentation with powerpoint..=.=
--> study and revise
--> homework
--> clean my room
--> go out with her

5 biggest joys of my life

--> i have eyes . to see how you treat me.
--> i have a mouth . to tell you i still love you.
--> i have ears . to listen if you're doing fine out there without me.
--> i have fingers . to type my feelings out on this blog.
--> i have a heart . to love you till forever ends.

5 person you'll tag

--> max
--> waise
--> shamay
--> amanda
--> shuang

thats all i guess..=)

here's today download of the day
a song by Stone Sour

stone sour.

it's a really nice song

click here ---> Stone Sour - Through Glass

and EYE CANDIES!!!

i just find all these pictures really funny.it's real road signs in INDIA!...lol
enjoy!

live for today,drive for tomorrow.=)

mind your brakes,or break your mind.=)

be slower on the earth or faster to eternity!.LMAO!!

hospitals ceiling are boring to look at.avoid accidents.=)

don't dream otherwise you'll scream!.=)

accidents begin where alertness ends.=)

don't be rash or you'll crash.=)

this is a highway.not a runway.=)

drive like hell and you'll be there. HAHAHAHA this take the cream off the cake.=)

make love,not war but nothing while driving.=)

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE!!!

be gentle on my curves...=)...kekekekeke

okla...thats all for today...see yaaa...