jovi has anterograde memory dysfunction.

Published Friday, November 07, 2008 by jovi | E-mail this post

leonard (to self):
i don't even know how long she's been gone.
it's like i've woken up in bed and she's not here.
because she's gone to the bathroom or something.
but somehow i just.
i just know she's never gonna come back to bed.
if i could just.
reach over and touch her side of the bed.
i would know that it was cold.
but i can't.
i know i can't have her back.
but i don't want to wake up in the morning thinking she's still here.
i lie here not knowing how long i've been alone.
so how.
how can i heal?
how am i supposed to heal if i can't feel time?