0 comments Published Saturday, May 16, 2009 by jovi.

i don't care if it hurts.
i wanna have control.
i want a perfect body.
i want a perfect soul.
i want you to notice.
when i'm not around.

i'm sick of being tired.
i'm tired of being sick.

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da ba dee da ba die.

0 comments Published Saturday, May 09, 2009 by jovi.

please stop coming into my dreams
and telling me you love me
and you only want to be with me
and only me
cause in truth its not the truth.
and honestly, it fucking hurts.

yo listen up here's a story
about a little guy
who lives in a blue world
and all day and all night
and everything he sees is just blue
like him inside and outside.
blue his house.
with the blue little window
and a blue corvette
and everything is blue for him

and his self and everyone around

cause he ain't got nobody to listen to.

i'm blue
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.
i've OD'd and i've died.

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parallax movement.

0 comments Published Friday, May 08, 2009 by jovi.

just like sunny days that we ignore
because we're dumb and jaded.
and i hope to god i figure out what's wrong.

photosensitive epilepsy.

0 comments Published Thursday, May 07, 2009 by jovi.

photosensitive epilepsy is a form of epilepsy in which seizures are triggered by visual stimuli that forms patterns in time or space such as flashing lights, bold, regular patterns or regular moving patterns.

eg.

he sees a flashing red light on an ambulance.
it's 9.45 pm.
he stares at the light.
he feels a weird sensation or an "aura".
he goes into a seizure.
after a second or two.
he looks at his watch.
it's 10.30 pm.

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floaters.

0 comments Published Wednesday, May 06, 2009 by jovi.

Floaters.

Floaters are deposits in the eye's vitreous humour.
Floaters are visible because of the shadow they casts on the retina.
More commonly known as myodesopsia.
They appear like worms, or loose strands in your field of view.
They are transparent.
They tend to follow your movement of the eye.
As though the floaters are "swimming" in your eye.
This is very apparent in old patients or high myopic patients.
High myopic means high-powered short-sighted patients.
Floaters are due to the degeneration of the retina.
When the eyeball elongates, the retina is stretched.
Thus causing the retina to detach in small amounts.
Floaters generally does not cause any harm at all.
Although it might interfere with the field of view.
If floaters are diagnosed, there are no need for concern.
Refer to your optometrist when you see a sudden increase in floaters.
This is very likely to be retinal detachment.
In which the retina "peels away" from the eye.
This could lead to loss of vision.
Or blindness.
It is a medical emergency.