0 comments Published Monday, July 31, 2006 by jovi.

so much beauty in life.
shining on the outside.
empty on the inside.
i get lost sometimes.
blinded by the flashing lights.
distractions always in my eyes.

so im following the sound.
the sound of my heart.
beating.

u can take it all away.
i dont need it.
underneath, i'll still be the same.
u can take it all away.
i dont need it, it's not me.
u can take it all.
take it all away.
i'll still be the same.

are u hiding still?
dont u want to love yourself?
dont u know that someone will?
time can turn it around.
leave it all that's dribbled down.
thats the only way to find it out.

are u following the sound.
the sound of your heart?
beating.

coming in with nothing.
leaving with the same.
its all inside.
coming in with nothing.
the only thing that saves.
is here inside.

Take It All Away - Ryan Cabrera

i'll just let the pictures do the talking.

owh i'm in love with this one.;p

hahahahha..=)

ok
EYE CANDIES!!!!!

i got a taste of Black Cherry Vanilla Coke

Cheap & Chocolate [bisKUAT...DOTS CAN..=.=]

this is my cousin.so young wear specs.no future already.=)

gay.tie hair sumore.=)

god's busy.can he help u?.=)

this is funny.=)

okla.that's for tonight.zzzz.byee

hie.

0 comments Published Saturday, July 29, 2006 by jovi.

hie blogspot.

long time no see.
take care aight?

byeeeeee.

broken house of cards.

0 comments Published Tuesday, July 18, 2006 by jovi.

i used to have a dream.
a beautiful one.
one that i'm making my way towards.
one that i put everything i have in it.
one that i thought i'l make it come true no matter how hard it is.
one that i treasure so much.

u made me drop plans i have for a life without u.
and i pieced my life together with pieces of u.
with pictures of u in my dream.
i made that dream cause of u.
everything i do it's cause of u.
it all started 2 months ago.
and.
u just left me with nothing.
nothing at all.
nothing left.
nothing.

and 2 months ago.
my world came tumbling down.
my dream came crumbling down.
and now i'm here again.
tumbled and crumbled.
with nothing once more.
didn't i do enough?
what did i do wrong?
was everything i did a mistake?
a mistake?
a mistake?
a mistake?
a mistake?
a mistake?
can someone tell me?
was all that a mistake?
was it?
a mistake?
a mistake?
was i a fool?
i gave u everything i had.
and some of it wasn't even mine.
but u left me.
it wasn't enough to u.
i gave u all i have.
i wasn't enough to u.

ever felt like the world is crashing down on u?
don't worry.
i'm here feeling the same thing too.

and i'm back
back to where i began.
or worst.
my life's a broken house of cards.

one step at a time.
one step.
one.

i'm just afraid i won't be able to last that long.=)

goodbye.=P

dangerous love.

0 comments Published Saturday, July 15, 2006 by jovi.

dangerous love

this ia an MV i stumbled across on youtube.i find it really nice and touching.just let it load for awhile and watch it okay?=)

lena park - dangerous love

and for those of u who CAN'T seem to load the video.i'm here to give u a short runthrough of the MV.=)

it starts off with the guy leaving the girl.and the girl is left with nothing but memories. and her nightmare starts off by going into the memory room. in her memory room, it's where she stores millions of memories of him with her in flasks containing memories of all kinds of colours. she proceeds by pouring the coloured water of one of the flasks out. but everytime she pours it out,it just reminds her of the memory once again.
each and every memory.
sweet memory.
all contained in flasks.
all poured out.
and she couldn't stand it anymore.the torture is too great.she can't bear to reminisce every single memory.she don't wanna go thru every single memory without him by his side.knowing that he is gone.and will never come back..and at last.she just screamed and all her memories broke into pieces.and yea.u can see how painful is it to her.sigh.
it's just a sad MV.
but hell yea.it's dangerous love.=)
enjoy watching.=)

i need a hug.

1 comments Published Sunday, July 09, 2006 by jovi.

jovi needs a hug.=)

hug?=(

another hug?=)

reason to believe.

0 comments Published Tuesday, July 04, 2006 by jovi.

weeeeeeee.
i think i should post something up.i'm so lazy to blog.everyday back from coll.so tired i sleep till 7 or 8.i'm just so lazy!

i just feel like posting pictures up.=).
a picture paints a thousand words.

here goes.

thanks to ashvin,roy,loong,max,amanda,janice and shamay for getting me this book for my birthday!.thanks alot!i love baking.=)

this is my first assignment.Kiddies Dream Traybake!

this is how it looks like in the cakebook

this is what i managed to bake on saturday!

mmmm...looks like the one in the picture right?=)

*licks*

this is limpek,satchid and leedron on IGallop.=).i tried it.it's fun.but i'm not posting my pic here.=)

no offence here ok?i just find it really funny.=)

to wrap it all up.this is fucky.=)

anyway,this is why this post is named "reason to believe"

oh sweet lungs, don't fail me now
i feel you bursting but you won't let me die
my capillaries scream, there's nothing left to feed on
my body needs a reason to cross that line

just one long breath i beg you please
just one more step you are not weak
my legs are sturdy but they need you to survive
my heart is sturdy but i need you

Reason To Believe - Dashboard Confessional

nite people.

i believe u.

0 comments Published by jovi.

but i believe in u so much,
i could die for the words that u say.
but i believe in u so much,
i could die from the words that u say.

Ghost Of A Good Thing - Dashboard Confessional

well i've been bleeding well from this old wound,
cleaning it with salt, so it will still feel new.
and sometimes eyes turn black, and sometimes scars are tracks.
but every time u're gone,i wish that u'd come back.

and everyone watched me waste myself,
and everyone cheered at last.
and all of them found it comforting.
it's better it's me, than them.

i think i'm doing well from what they say,
they've taken both my belt
and shoelaces away.
well i believe in luck...i think i do.
well i'd believe for sure,
if ever i saw u.

well i've been bleeding well from this old wound.
cleaning it with salt, so it will still feel new.

This Old Wound - Dashboard Confessional

u called to say u wanted out.
well, i can't say i blame u now.
sometimes u've got to fold
before u're found out.
well thanks for waiting this long
to show yourself.
cause now that i can see u,
i don't think u're worth a second glance.

so much for all the promises u made,
they served u well.
now u're gone and they're wasted on me.
so much for your endearing sense of charm,
it served u well.
now u've gone and they're wasted on me.

i guess that all u've got
is all u're gonna get.

Rapid Hope Loss - Dashboard Confessional

things aren't going the way it should be.but it should soon.

thanks for showing me how even perfect things go wrong.

so wrong.

so damn phucking wrong.